I am in a "mood" today. Here are some things about me that I thought I would share with ya'll.
Things that make me sad...
Knowing that Sascha (my dearest friend) lives so far away.
My kids growing up and thinking about all the things we didn't do when they were little.
The financial situation that dad left mom in when he died.
The thought that I may die before Rylie grows up.
When someone criticizes the way I try to keep our home organized. Or my weird need to keep things clean and rearranging the furniture when I do a thorough cleaning.
When someone attacks me for doing things differently than they would.
Love songs---yes, some actually make me cry. Today it was "Like red on a rose" by Alan Jackson.
Being isolated at home with no vehicle.
Realizing that 10 years ago I had many, many friends but since I've moved to Toledo I have very few.
Feeling alone and isolated.
Things that make me smile...
Getting a chance to drive the car, it makes me feel free for a moment.
A phone call from Sascha, even though I am so bad about calling her up out of the blue.
Hearing another person say "I love you" to me