Have ya ever just sat and thought about your life and wonder...how in the heck did I get from there to here?  What the "sam hill" was I thinking?  

Well, it's 17 minutes after 5 and I haven't been to sleep yet.  I can't shut my mind off, everytime I lie down...I just can't sleep. 

Guess I'll go try again, after another trip outside for a cigarette.  I know...nasty habit...bad Jill, bad girl!  LOL